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Issue #20



All The Tales

Cowboy Luck
By Gary Ives

Mendoza first saw Amos Dalson about a mile away near the top of Stack Ridge. Dalson was looking for a stray calf, Mendoza tracking an antelope wounded by one of his iron tipped arrows. The wounding of this antelope was bad luck.

The fickle nature of luck was common belief among his people who held that bad luck was balanced by good luck. Luck was seen as a finite quantity and to maintain equilibrium good and bad luck were continually exchanged among things, animals, and people by spirits. Mendoza believed that his luck had been so bad for so long that some, yet unknown, great gift must lie ahead to balance all he'd endured: a lame foot, bad teeth, marksmanship so poor he was denied a rifle because he wasted ammunition. Called "Sapo" (the Toad) because of bumps on his face, he was a whipping boy among the Quebrada Band of Mescalero Apaches. Jokes were made about him. They said he was a poor hunter because animals smelled his stink breath, or that a toad had entered his mother as she peed and this had made her child bumpy.

The wind was picking up and dark clouds scudded in quickly from the west. The white flank of Dalson's pinto flashed in an intermittent patch of late afternoon sun. Mendoza dismounted and led his mare slowly behind a boulder, hobbled her, then climbed to a low branch of a pine tree to watch the cowboy. The cowboy sat the pinto lazy, slouched to the right with his head down studying the ground for sign.

Mendoza's position gave him a clear view of the entire long shelf on which Dalson ambled. The shelf curved to the south, rose, and led straight to his slope of the ridge. The shelf supported scattered copses of pines and a big thicket with cottonwoods which meant water. That's where his antelope would be.

The cowboy's pinto caught scent of Mendoza's mare, tossed its head and neighed, but the cowboy ignored this uneasiness and reined her to his left, where the track he followed veered.

"My antelope," Mendoza was sure."Why doesn't this stupid man look up or around or behind? He sees nothing but the ground even when his horse talks to him."

Amos Dalson was busy bemoaning his own series of misfortunes. Just before the war ended he had been awaiting a discharge from the Union Army "by reason of loss of the left eye." Conscripted in '64, he was sticking his head out a window aboard a troop train carrying his company of recruits to join General Sherman when a burning cinder from the locomotive's stack had flown into his eye at Atlanta. Back home in Illinois, before the war ended, he had been caught stealing mules from an army depot but escaped the night before his court-martial and had headed West. Figured he'd find work and put by enough to homestead his own place.

Now, 10 years later, he was just a one-eyed saddle tramp with a little bit less than nothing and a bad reputation. He'd hired on to a dozen spreads but had never lasted even a year at any. He'd tell you that ranchers don't like cowboys with only one eye or that they hated Yankees. The fact that his vision was poor didn't help, but the true reasons he was always let go were that he was a lazy whiner and a thief.

He currently rode for Mr. Tyler Kimbrell, an old man who was nice enough, but Amos had to work under a sonofabitch of a foreman named L. J. Lester. Lester never missed an opportunity to assign the worst jobs to Amos and rode him morning, noon and night callin' him every bad word in the book and then some. One day he'd been tasked with mending a fence line. Lester rode up to inspect the work and jumped all over him.

"You even try to stretch that wire? My twelve year old daughter can stretch fence better 'n you, you sorry shit. In fact, I might jist send her out here tomorrow to show you how, you sorry-assed slacker."

That chewing out pissed him off to no end, and to get even he planned to hamstrung Lester's daughter's pony.

"She might can string wire tighter than me, but she'd have to walk out there to where the fence is," he thought.

He'd gone to Mr. Kimbrell to complain about Lester's mistreatment, but the old man was stone deaf and Dalson couldn't make him understand.

One of the cowhands must have overheard him and told Lester. So now he had to go it alone up on Stack Ridge to look for strays. Lester always detailed two hands to round up strays, but not this time.

"If you can't find no strays, then keep on ridin', Cyclops. See, you was jist paid on Friday, so Mr. Kimbrell don't owe you nothin'. Find them strays or don't be seen around here no more, else you'll be sorry. Got it?"

Dalson whined to himself, "If they was any strays on that ridge the thievin' redskins'd have 'em pronto. And what if I was to come across Apaches? There'll be snow in another month; where in God's name am I gonna hire on now? I am stuck here for now, that's for sure. Goddamn Lester, I hate that sonofabitch."

He wondered when his bad luck would change. "But Ole Jumpin' Jesus tan my hide if bad luck don't foller me like a shadow. Then again luck she always changes, don't she?" He whispered a little prayer, "Lord, if you kin hear me, I know I don't deserve much, but please, this time change my luck, please. Help me find them strays and maybe send a heart attack down to L. J. Lester. Thank you, Jesus."

He'd finally found a track and was pushing hard to find the critter before the weather moved in to wash out any spoor. He'd follow as long as he could then make camp beneath those cottonwoods.

His good eye caught a movement in the thicket to the right and Amos readied his rope and eased the pinto closer. There against a rotting pine log he saw the thrashing antelope. He looped his rope on the saddle horn and took the Winchester from its scabbard and finished off the suffering buck antelope.

"Hot damn," he thought, "mebbe Old Jesus is heard my little prayer 'cause, by jingo, my luck is changed. Thank you, Jesus, thankee, Lord." Dalson dragged the antelope to a pine tree, hefted it up, and with a piece of twine cinched the back legs together over a broken branch. Then he took the clasp knife he'd stolen from Lester's saddle bag, and slit the throat to bleed the animal. "Won't you make a few days of full belly."

Hearing the rifle's report, Mendoza slipped from his pine bough as the first drops of rain fell. "He's grabbed my meat. I'll kill this hombre."

The thought energized Mendoza and conjured beautiful images. The anticipation of torturing this thief gladdened him and made his heart beat faster. He moved his mare to a stand of aspen, hobbled her in a patch of high grass, then began the trek to the cottonwoods with his knife, bow and the two remaining iron pointed arrows. The wind backed and he could smell the mesquite fire the cowboy had started. To his delight the rain quickened, becoming louder, masking his approach. "This rain is good luck," he thought. Fifty yards from the tree where the cowboy was engrossed in dressing the antelope, Mendoza once again climbed to a low branch to study his target.

A small fire burned beneath an overhang. Nearby on the ground were the man's saddle, rope, and the rifle. The entrails lay in a heap, some touching the boots of the man. Mendoza noticed he hadn't even separated the sweet organs from the guts. Hacking and sawing the meat from the bones, this fool was so clumsy with the knife, the soft hide of the antelope was torn and ripped - ruined. The knife must be laughing. "Iron knife, when you are mine, it'll be different," Mendoza whispered.

The rain stopped and he noticed that one of the man's eyes was gone. "He's already been tortured then. Commanches," he thought. Apaches would have taken both eyes and ears. Finished with the butchering, the cowboy knelt to wrap the meat with a piece of oil cloth.

Mendoza slipped from the limb, notched an arrow and slowly advanced to within 30 feet of the kneeling white. He let fly the arrow just as the man stood up. The arrow struck into the cowboy's groin with the iron tip buried in the right hip. Dalson fell writhing and screaming into the bloody offal.

Mendoza notched and sent the second arrow through the screaming white man's left hand then rushed the attack, picking up a rock and smashing it into Dalson's face, breaking his nose and front teeth, knocking the cowboy senseless. Snatching the coil of rope next to the saddle he threw two quick loops over the cowboy's head and shoulders and cinched him tightly then finished by trussing his arms and feet. Dalson lay groaning. Sneering, Mendoza stood and pissed on him.

Satisfied the cowboy wasn't going anywhere, he walked to his bay mare, loosened the hobble then walked her to the little spring in the cottonwood thicket. After she'd drunk, he hobbled her in a grassy patch near the pinto. He left the horses, picked up and admired the Winchester, then sat by the fire to go through Dalson's saddlebags.

From a cotton bag he took a handful of horse oats, tried chewing them, but spit grains and hulls onto the ground. He laid a tobacco pouch on the saddle blanket then sat, his back against a tree and rolled a smoke and stared at Dalson. "When the sun rose this day, I was Sapo the Toad. Now I am Mendoza the warrior, with two horses, a rifle, cartridges, a fine clasp knife, two shirts, a belt and soon two ears to put on a string around my horse's neck." He stared at his captive, believing that each wince, quiver, twitch, and groan signified the exchange of the cowboy's good luck for Mendoza's own bad luck. The more this fool would suffer, the more he, Mendoza the warrior, would enjoy his new situation.

When night fell, he speared the antelope's liver on a green stick and set it to roast over the fire. He cut the gall bladder from the pile of offal, laughed, and shoved it into Dalson's mouth. After he'd eaten he checked the bonds on the cowboy. With the clasp knife he hacked through both of Dalson's Achilles' tendons, then cutting a length of the lariat, he tied the cowboy's feet together and threw the bitter end over the bough the antelope had hung from. Tomorrow the whimpering man would dangle there by his feet for skinning.

The End



How the Irish Saved Texas
By C. F. Eckhardt

The Irish saved Texas in September of 1863. That we did. There were forty-seven of us counting Himself—darlin' Dick Dowling—and amongst us we saved Texas for the Confederacy. The only silver medals ever struck by the Richmond government were awarded to us. We were named the Davis Guards for our deed.

I'm getting ahead of meself. I first came to Galveston in 1859, and at first the Irish fought shy of me. My name is Juan Patricio Omali y Flores, and that didn't sound Irish. My father fled Ireland one step ahead of the sassenachs and went in search of a Catholic country. He landed in Mexico, where he married. He spoke Gaelic, of course, but English as well, though with an Irish countryman's brogue. My mother spoke Spanish, which my father learned. I grew up speaking English and Spanish, but I learned to swear in Gaelic.

I left Mexico for much the same reason my father left Ireland—he always said he was in trouble for shooting the sheriff out of the season. I didn't shoot the sheriff, but I did take a shilleleigh to a Mexican government official. I knew he had to be bribed, but the spalpeen wanted to be bribed twice. And for the same thing.

In Texas, the place for an Irishman was Galveston. There was many a fine Irishman in Galveston in those days. Himself, of course, was king of the saloon men. Rory O'Grady was the finest horse-handicapper in the place, and wee Padriac O'Finnegan was the best of the jockeys. There were many more.

As I said, the Irish first fought shy of me, but when I translated my name for Himself, he said any man named John Patrick O'Malley, no matter what language he was named in, could drink in his bar any day of the week and all day Sunday after Mass. After that the Irish accepted me as one of their own.

Come 1861 and Secession was a problem which arose. We Irish wanted to do our part for Texas, but we didn't want to leave Galveston to do it. None of the hoity-toity Home Guard companies would accept us—No Irish Need Apply, you know. No matter—we formed our own company. Himself was elected to command it, for everyone knew he was the best we had. Men would follow Himself when they'd follow no one else—and we Irish, being a contrary lot, followed almost no one but ourselves anyway.

Come September of '63 and the damnYankees were on the move. They were to invade Texas. Their general Banks was to come in from the northeast, from the Arkansaw, while another was to come in by sea, up the Sabine. At the mouth of the Sabine, on Sabine Lake, there was a small mud fort. It had a couple of cannons in it. There were also some small boats mounted with cannon. We were ordered to go to the fort to scuttle the boats and to remove the cannons from the fort and bring them to Galveston if we could or spike them, wreck their carriages, and knock off a trunnion if we could not. Nowhere in the orders did it say we were to try and fight the Yankees. We were to run away. There are many things you might tell an Irishman to do and he might actually do some of them, but by the Lady never tell him to run from a fight.

I've said there were forty-seven Irishmen in our company, and that's not quite true. Forty- five of us were sons of the Auld Sod, but we had two who were not. One was a Scot named Andy MacKay, who'd been a gunner aboard a Royal Navy bulldog before he jumped ship in Charleston and took a sailor's retirement. He said he put an oar on his shoulder and started walking inland. When he finally got to a place where someone asked him what that thing was he had over his shoulder, he figured he was far enough from the sea to be safe from the Royal Navy's bloodhounds. The other was Fritz Schmidt, who brewed some of the finest beer in Galveston. We took them in— made them honorary Irishmen, you might say.

Well, we packed up to make the march from Galveston to Sabine Pass. Most of us, of course, rode our horses—a horse is as much a part of an Irishman as his head. They say if you give an Irishman two dollars and a horse, he'll fight the whole world for you. That's not far wrong.

We had no muskets, for the State of Texas didn't issue us any. Most of us had our pistols, a few had hunting rifles or shotguns, Himself had a sword, and most of the rest had Bowie knives. I had two pistols—a LeMat I bought in New Orleans before the War, and a pocket-sized Colt—in addition to my Bowie. That gave me fourteen shots I could use on Yankees if necessary—eight in the LeMat's cylinder and five in the Colt's—a prudent man always keeps the hammer on an uncharged chamber—and one more in the LeMat's shotgun barrel.

Along with us we brought three wagons. One was loaded with provisions, for there was no food stocked at the little fort. One had powder—there was shot at the fort—and paulins for us to make shelters with. The third had fifteen barrels of beer from Fritz's brewery, for marching and fighting is hot work, and Irishmen have a mighty thirst. It's been said that an Irishman is the only man in the world who'll step over the bodies of twelve naked women to get to a bottle of stout, but that's not true in my case. I will say, though, that I've known Irishmen who might fit the description.

When we got to the fort there were no Yankees in sight, so we set up our shelters, unhitched and unsaddled our horses, and set about learning about cannons. As I said, Andy MacKay had been a gunner aboard a bulldog, and he knew how to charge and lay a piece. To the south of us was the Pass of the Sabine—a narrow channel the Yankees would have to come through, their boats in single file. We laid the pieces and fired them to get the proper charge and elevation to be able to drop a ball square in the middle of the pass. A half-dozen shots and we had the range. The Yankees would have a warm reception when they came to take us on.

We hoisted the flag—the beautiful Stars and Bars, which, unfortunately, was all red, white, and blue, with never a touch of the blessed green about it. Alongside it we hoisted the Lone Star. Then, it being late, we settled in to eat and enjoy some of Fritz's beer.

We expected the Yankees in the early morning, so we roused from our sleep with the stars still showing and took our places with the guns. Nothing happened. Noon passed, and still no sign of the Yankees. Himself sent two men with spyglasses to the Pass to keep a lookout. When they saw the Yankee boats coming on, they were to make signal by lighting a fire atop the bluff, then mount up and come back to the fort.

Along about half past three in the afternoon we saw the smoke. We charged the pieces and waited. The scouts reached us long before the first boat came in view. They reported at least a dozen boats, perhaps more. There were a couple of gunboats in the lead, the rest appeared to be transports loaded with troops.

At about a quarter after four the first boat entered the narrows. MacKay had us hold until she reached a certain point, then fire our first round. We scored a hit on the foredeck, and of course the gunboat returned our fire. The first round went into the mud below us with a mighty splat and just stuck there, but the second sailed over our heads. "Bracketed!" MacKay shouted. "Fire!"

We'd reloaded the first gun and this time we fired both of them. One hit the starboard wheelhouse on the gunboat, smashing her starboard paddlewheel, and she began to steam in circles to port, which ruined the Yankees' aim. We fired again and she began to go down by the stern.

The second gunboat fired on us, but didn't have the range, so the shot simply splashed into the river. About that time Fritz came running up the back side of the fort. "Poys!" he yelled. "De Gottverdammter Yankees has bust de beer!" We went to look and sure enough, the first Yankee's 'over' landed square on the beer wagon. All of our lovely beer was spilling out into the red mud of the place.

You can deny an Irishman much, but never deny him his beer. We were furious. The damned Yankees would pay for this—and dearly! We dropped a roundshot amidships on the second gunboat and must have hit the boiler, because she exploded like a giant firecracker, spreading splinters—and dead Yankees—across the lake. Then we began to shell the first transport. We hit her twice and she began to go down by the stern. Someone yelled "They're turnin' back!" and sure enough, the rest of the transports, now having no gunboats for protection, began to turn around. We put a pair of shot into the second in line and it, too, began to sink, but it was close enough to the Texas shore that the pilot could run the bow aground. We left a small crew with the guns and the rest of us went down to the water's edge to form a welcoming committee—ready to make prisoners or corpses, depending on the mettle of the Yankees.

Most of them had muskets, but few had powder and shot. Their powder and shot were mostly aboard one of the boats that turned back. They had little choice but to surrender. We took nearly a thousand prisoners, we forty seven, one of them a Yankee general, and over a thousand stand of arms. The general did confront Himself and say "Young man, do you realize what you have done?" Himself merely smiled, then walked away whistling a tune. There are many stories about the tune he was whistling. Some say it was Dixie, some say it was The Bonnie Blue Flag, some say it was the song about the Yellow Rose. I was close enough to hear. It was The Wearin' of the Green.

As we marched back to Galveston with our prisoners, I fell to talking with one—an Irishman from New York. He asked me what made us so fierce and furious when we came to the shore. I told him about the beer, and what the damnYankee gunboat had done.

"Faith," said he. "Bust the beer? And all the beer ye had? 'Tis a miracle from St. Patrick himself ye didn't kill the lot of us for that."

Ah, well. The War's over now, and the Yankees finally won. Texas is back in the Union, but she still flies her Lone Star flag. Truly it's a beautiful flag, even though it is all red, white, and blue, and with not even a touch of the blessed green about it. Still, thinking on it, I believe we should make one small alteration. Right in the middle of that big white lone star, there should be a wee golden harp—to commemorate the forty-seven mad Paddies who turned back the invasion and saved Texas in 1863.

The End



The Lost Colony
By Ken Sieben

Just before sunset on a humid, stifling 22 of July, 1587, I, along with thirty-nine other armed male colonists led by Governor John White of the second English colony in Virginia, were rowed ashore in small boats from our transport ships, the Lyon and a pinnace, to Roanoke Island where the first failed colony had been established two years earlier.

We were accompanied by Manteo, a Croatoan native who had spent a year in England, helped guide the first colonial attempt, returned to England to begin a new life, then agreed to guide the second attempt. The Governor hoped to contact the fifteen colonists who, a year before, had been left behind to guard the fort by Sir Richard Grenville. Grenville's supply ship had reached the colony three weeks after it had been abandoned by the ninety-six starving surviving colonists who chose to return to England with Sir Francis Drake's fleet.

Mr. Thomas Smart and I found the bones of one person but no evidence of the others. We all set up camp for the night and, early the following morning, after observing smoke at the northern end of the island, trekked to the area where Master Ralph Lane, the first Governor, had ordered the construction of a fort and cottages for his colonists. We found the fort razed, but most of the cottages still standing, though without roofs, obviously uninhabited because deer were eating the melons and blossoms that flourished within.

Convinced that the remaining fourteen men had been either adopted by the Croatoans or enslaved by the Roanokes, the Governor led us back to the sandy protected beach to continue our journey to a site with a broader inlet and a deeper harbor on the southern end of the Chesapeake Bay chosen by Lane as a superior colonial site the previous year. However, Simon Fernandes, the Portuguese pilot of White's ship and Admiral of the fleet of three ships that had left England on May 14, had sent a single boat with a dozen armed sailors to meet White and escort him alone back to the ship. White insisted on a witness and Fernandes agreed to me because I was just a boy—though, unknown to me then, not for long.

"The savages in the Chesapeake are murderous," Fernandes explained when they met face to face in the officers' dining cabin. "You're better off staying here where the local savages at least know who you are."

To me, the Admiral did not seem convinced of the truth of his words, and the Governor's response suggested that he agreed: "But Lane's men killed the Roanokes' weroance—their king—last year."

"You have Manteo to serve as your good-will ambassador," the Admiral retorted. "He's a smart savage, smart enough to know that our European civilization is better than his. He even dresses like an English gentleman. He has the highest planter's broad-brimmed black hat I've ever seen."

White grew livid. "As Governor, I demand that you row my men back and deliver us all safely to the Chesapeake."

"Mister White," Fernandes retorted, "You govern the colonists and planters ashore, but I command the fleet and my sailors. I will remain in these waters for one month while your people unload their supplies, but we sail on August 22—without them."

"So you can hunt down Spanish treasure ships? Is that the real reason why you agreed to deliver the colonists?"

"What I do with my fleet, sir, is my business and not yours. I have carried out my duty by delivering you to Roanoke Island and informing you that you are safer here than farther north. I suggest that you waste no more time arguing and set about organizing the unloading of the ships. Good day to you." With those words, Fernandes abruptly turned his back to the Governor and entered his private cabin. I followed the Governor back to the boat at a respectable distance.

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As we colonists unloaded our supplies—tools, lumber, fasteners, furniture, stoves, cooking utensils, tin plates, and flatware—we discovered that nearly all of our food staples had been stored aboard the flyboat that had apparently been lost off Portugal. Miraculously, the flyboat, commanded by Captain Edward Stafford, appeared in the harbor two days after the Lyon and the pinnace had arrived. But the bad news was that it had been severely damaged in the storm, and most of the foodstuffs had been ruined by salt water that had leaked into the hold.

The Governor immediately ordered two of his twelve Assistants, including my beloved father, George Howe, Jr., to organize two groups of colonists to hunt for game and fish while the rest of us continued to unload the three vessels and re-roof the cottages. On the 28 of July, my father went crabbing by himself in a shallow cove while his men were fishing from small boats. When they returned, they found him dead, sixteen arrows penetrating his body and his head crushed almost beyond recognition. The Governor conducted a funeral service the next morning. I was an orphan now, my mother having died of consumption two years ago.

Governor White sent Manteo to arrange a meeting with all of the local weroances to discuss how to prevent further hostilities, but they refused to deal with him. On the night of the 2 of August, the Governor ordered an attack on the mainland village of Dasamonquepeio. Twenty men, led by Captain Stafford, surprised the natives as they were gathering food, killing three of them. Manteo cried out that these were his people, Croatoans, not Roanokes, and Stafford ordered a cease-fire. Manteo quickly learned and explained that the Roanokes had fled the area in anticipation of a retaliatory attack for my father's murder, and the Croatoans had come to gather as much abandoned food as they could because their own supplies were insufficient to get through the winter. He also reported that, earlier in the year, several of Grenville's men had been killed in an attack by the Roanokes and the others had fled in a small boat.

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On the 13 of August, the Governor ordered the carpenters to construct a small platform for formal ceremonies, complete with a lectern to hold the Bible, prayer-book, and a Holy Water font. He assembled all of us colonists as soon as it was completed, then said, "Manteo, please step forward and kneel before me." The young weroance—his mother had died during his absence in England and he was chosen to succeed her on his return—did as commanded.

"By the power vested in me to carry out the orders of Sir Walter Raleigh, Proprietor of the Virginia Colony," the Governor declared, removing his sword from its scabbard and laying the blade on Manteo's right shoulder, "I hereby elevate you to the position of Lord of Roanoke and Dasamonquepeio."

Then he addressed the assemblage: "Manteo is now a titled Englishman." We colonists all cheered heartily because we were all fully aware of our obligations to the noble native as guide, translator, and diplomat. "Also," the Governor continued, "at Lord Manteo's request, and because he has fully satisfied me that he knows the entire Book of Common Prayer and has read both Old and New Testaments, I hereby baptize him a Christian." He made the Sign of the Cross on Manteo's head, then reached into the font and sprinkled a few drops of Holy Water and added, "in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost."

"Amen!" we shouted in approval.

A week later, the Governor baptized Virginia Dare, his new granddaughter, the first child born to English parents in the New World.

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It was much too late to plant crops, and Manteo, after visiting his people, reported that they had no extra food because of a drought, so the Governor and his eleven surviving Assistants met to try to figure out a way to avoid starvation. The only solution they could manage was for White to return to England with Fernandes and ask Sir Walter to replace the food that had been spoiled. White tried to persuade several of his Assistants to go in his place so he could govern the colony and supervise a planned move fifty miles inland where there was sufficient fresh water and better soil. He also did not want to desert his daughter Elinor, his son-in-law Ananias Dare, and his infant granddaughter.

On the morning of the 25 of August, we all presented him with a signed pledge not to hold him accountable for anything that went wrong in his absence and to protect his personal property if we decided to go ahead with the move.

The Governor reluctantly agreed, then ordered, "If you choose to move elsewhere, carve your destination in a tree near the old fort. If you are forced to leave by hostile savages, carve a Maltese cross above it." He, along with five Assistants, left for England that afternoon, assuring his son-in-law, whom he left in charge of the colony, the planters, and their families to return as soon as possible. He asked me to accompany him as his personal servant, but treated me more like the daughter, son-in-law, and granddaughter he feared he'd never see again. I became the Governor's family; I no longer felt myself a fourteen-year-old orphan.

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Governor White chose to sail on the flyboat piloted by Edward Spicer rather than Simon Fernandes' Lyon, because he knew Fernandes would spend months pirating Spanish treasure ships. But the weather was terribly stormy and sent the flyboat many leagues off course. Because of further damage which rendered the ship unseaworthy, Spicer chose to land in western Ireland. It was November before the Governor and I got back to London. By March, Sir Walter Raleigh managed to organize a fleet of four ships loaded with food for the Roanoke colonists. But they were ordered by Queen Elizabeth not to leave the English Channel; the Spanish Armada was expected to attack soon.

Shortly after the defeat of the Armada, the Queen authorized the Governor to return to Roanoke with two small pinnaces. But we were attacked by the French fleet and scarcely managed to limp back to England. Finally, on his granddaughter's third birthday, Mr. White and I returned to Roanoke Island as unwelcome passengers aboard HMS Hopewell, one of a fleet of five English ships and four Spanish prizes. We found the word Croatoan carved into a tree and, because there was no cross above it, the Governor assumed the colonists had moved to Croatoan Island by choice, probably at the invitation of Manteo. He tried to persuade Captain Abraham Cocke to sail to Croatoan Island, but a hurricane causing the loss of a third anchor and cable out of four—and a desire to seek more prizes—led the Captain to refuse.

"Well," Mr. White mused, "the Indian Manteo has become a Christian Englishman, and, apparently, the English Roanoke colonists have become Indians."

"It would seem so, sir," was all I could say in return. He was right. Sir Walter's dream of establishing permanent English colonies in the New World had failed.

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But the failure was temporary. In 1607, at the age of thirty-four and the only experienced colonist in the crew, I sailed with Captain John Smith to help establish the Jamestown Colony. Within the first year, a rumor circulated that several Englishmen were living with local tribes as slaves.

The Captain refused to give the rumor credence, though I am convinced his bravado was aimed at quelling the fears of his colonists of eventually winding up at the mercy of the Indians. Still, I remembered that ten or a dozen of Grenville's 1586 men had fled Roanoke in a small boat to avoid murder. Surely, they could not have disappeared. Yet I could not imagine my 1587 mates, a stalwart group of familymen and -women determined to make their way in the New World, permitting themselves to be enslaved. Manteo, a titled English Lord, would never have stood for it.

Around 1640, when I was too old to travel but still longed for a better final resting place than the crowded, slave-infested, tobacco-poisoned Virginia coast, two of my grandsons asked my permission to head south to the mainland village once known as Dasamonquepeio, site of the Roanoke tribal homeland. I agreed and advanced them twenty pounds sterling to cover expenses and perhaps purchase land if they found it suitable. When they returned three months later, they reported the land infertile and the area occupied by a tribe who called themselves the Lumbee. Several Lumbee claimed to be descended from Manteo's tribe, the Croatoans. According to my grandsons, those who insisted on Croatoan origins spoke fluent English, dressed like Englishmen, and had blue eyes.

Perhaps they were the children and grandchildren of Virginia Dare and the other lost colonists.

Perhaps not.

The End



A Saddle in the Desert
By Tom Sheehan

He was in the sparse land between shifting sands of the great desert and the last tree bearing green when he saw the vultures descending from their high flight. Breward Chandler, “Brew” to friends back in the mountains where breathing was much easier than here in the midst of little life, sat bareback on an Indian pony he had freed from a natural corral behind a blow-down. Chandler had learned that the horse would obey pulls on his mane and in this manner he had escaped from sure capture by heading into the desert, with his pistols loaded and a lariat and a canteen he had grabbed on the run. He was not sure who was after him, either renegade Indians or renegade whites out for the kill, looking for guns, clothes, saddles, anything for free. He was hoping that they’d measure the little he might have against the rigors of a chase in the desert. Perhaps, he also hoped, they were smarter than he thought they were.

The canteen was almost empty and water had to be found.

Now, arrowed out of the high sky, he saw the vultures drop down and out of sight ahead of him. There was no hesitation on his part; he’d have to check the attraction. It might only be a natural desert kill, but it could be a man caught in the last tremors of life and death, a man like him, on the run from one thing or another. It was easy to see that life was full of such chases; he was proof of it.

He dipped into a slight swale, crested a small hill as much dune as he had imagined, and saw the horde of black birds at the carcass of a horse, the saddle in place. Chandler, watching them feast on the horse’s flesh, stayed in place, now and then looking back over his shoulder for signs of any pursuit.

In less than half an hour the vultures had almost stripped the bones of flesh. Hoping they had done little damage to the saddle, he galloped in on the hungry critters and drove them off. Shortly they were aligned again high overhead on the lift of a thermal, like people waiting to get into church or for a general store to open its doors.

To his everlasting thanks, the saddle was undamaged and did not take him long to get it off the carcass remnants and onto the pony. The pony, not surprising Chandler, did not like the smell of death that came upon him, but he held the pony in place by hobbling his front legs.

The saddle looked to be a good old Texas saddle, with a high back, one that would have lasted the rider for life, wherever he was. Or if he was. The initials LGT were burned into the pommel textured into the skirts, and the whole rig showed a few years of use. He’d have to look for the owner, see if he had fallen off, had been wounded, died of thirst. He could not tell how the horse had died. He assumed that if the rider was dead out there somewhere the vultures would have gone after him also.

Chandler only agreed that he would search ahead of him on the trail for the owner, not behind him, not wanting to run into those chasing him, or had been chasing him. The desert, he wished again, might hold them back.

When he rode off, sitting comfortable at last on the pony, the vultures returned to their feeding, and no signs of pursuit appeared on the wide horizon. Chandler figured his pursuers had backed off because of the desert threats. Ahead of him, near the Barracks Rim, sat a waterhole the old Kiowa, Bent Wing, had told him about earlier in time, the night they had sat outside Knock’s Tavern at the junction of three trails in the mountains. Knock himself had introduced Chandler to Bent Wing, saying, “Listen to all he says, son. He knows more than any ten mountain men I know. He knows mountain and desert, grass and foothills, forest and canyon, like no one else does. And it’s all free for you. I saved his life one time and he ain’t never forgot it. No sir, not Bent Wing, Kiowa of all Kiowas. You mark every word he says. And he says things that will matter to you sometime down the trail, where things happen to a man the way they have for a thousand years out here, and he knows it all. Count on it. Came down to him from all the shamans that come before him, loading him up.”

Knock had shaken his finger right in Chandler’s nose at the end of that discussion; “Don’t think him an old Indian blowing steam, boy. Just realize what he says will save your life someday. He ain’t talking for nothing, he’s talking good ’cause he’s still trying to pay me back, being good to friends of mine.”

Through Chandler’s mind went the location of half a dozen waterholes in the range of the desert. The markers came back to him from his lessons at the tent of the Kiowa that one night outside Knock’s Tavern. “One water hole is like a breath of air in the desert, and sits near the Barracks Rim where the old fort used to be. The elder of all shamans told me it runs a thousand feet underground to cleanse itself for thirsty men. Comes clear through the mountain from a high lake the great god made.”

Bent Wing told him about more water holes the Kiowa gods had sent to his tribe. “We share what has been given to us. You must do the same.”

“Have any of them gone dry?”

“Oh, many. Those that were hidden from a decent thirst were fired dry by an angry god. No man owns a water hole.”

Land marks had been explained to him by Bent Wing, places to look for, to look from, measures to be made, marks that were left for Indian eyes now coming to his eyes. The eagle talon on the face of a rock as he closed on Barracks Rim told him the waterhole was close enough to grasp. He found the slit of water at the base of Barracks Rim, in a cluster of rocks. In half an hour he had filled his canteen. The water had appeared in a slit of rock and disappeared in the rock cluster not pooling up at all. He had never seen one like it, and was thankful the old Kiowa had shared its location with him.

As Chandler prepared to leave he caught sight of a flash of sunlight reflected from a surface down the trail ahead of him. It flashed again and then it flashed again. A minute later it flashed again.

Someone was signaling him. Chandler looked down at the initials on the saddle, thinking he had found the saddle owner, that he had found LGT.

Chandler urged the pony toward the flashing source, perhaps a mile away. Behind him there appeared to be no pursuit, and under him the saddle, LGT’s saddle, was new to him but comfortable in a few strides of the Indian pony. With nothing behind him, Chandler wondered what was in front of him. Would he find LGT up there with the reflections, obvious signals for help? If it was the owner of the saddle, he’d be riding bareback again. Perhaps soon.

Perhaps not. The place of the signals he had marked by an overhanging outcrop, a bulge that Bent Wing would have attributed to the Great God pushing on the earth, making new places, new gardens, new forests, and, of course, to test man, new deserts.

From a hundred feet away he saw the man’s arm swing slowly, the way a tired man swings his arm or a wounded man. Chandler, approaching with caution, knew from about ten feet that the man was wounded. Blood was all over his shirt, one arm solely red. It was not the arm he had waved.

“I’m glad to see you, mister. I thought I’d never get another drink of water. I’m bone dry, near dead, but want a drink of water.” Then, after looking at the pony, he said, “I see you found my saddle.”

“You LGT?”

With his finger pointing at Chandler’s canteen, he said, “Yes, Lorne Taylor. I’m from the Barrel Ranch, the Bar-Circle-B. Got jumped by some renegades and galloped down this way hoping they wouldn’t chase me. But a round caught me square from a long way off and I crawled in here as my horse ran off. Must have been hit too.”

“What’s the G for?”

“Gawaian. My father brought it from Australia a long time ago. It’s a native name, like he wanted to hold onto something. He jumped ship on the west coast. Was a sailor and became a herder. Had enough of the sea.”

Chandler held the canteen as Taylor took a small sip, then a gulp. “Sorry for taking your water, but it’s a swap . . . you got my saddle.” He tried to laugh, but it didn’t come out right. He coughed deeply.

“My pals will be looking for me,” he said. “If they find you with my saddle you better be able to explain in a hurry why you have it. I can’t be any clearer than that. They’ll look for me until they find me, no matter what shape I’m in.”

He coughed again, and this time it was deep and sounded as if it was not going to let go of him.

He waited until he caught his breath, and Chandler knew he was in the presence of a tough, tough man, who said, “If I had a pencil and paper I’d write you a bill of sale, my saddle for the best drink of water I ever had, but I haven’t got them. If they catch up to you tell them my middle name. That’ll be proof enough that I gave it to you. I won’t make it out of here, I know that. Tell them my last thoughts find them doing what they like best. You have to swear to that,”

“I swear,” Chandler said. “I swear.” He raised his hand.

Taylor began a small litany. “One’s a singer and writes his own songs, plays great guitar. One would rather fish than anything in the world and then eat the catch at an open fire. He’s a dreamer, but a worker like the others. One’s a lover, enough said. But they’re all good men on a drive. We’ve been together for a long time. Since we were half a knee high. Be careful, though; they can be impulsive when one of us has been hurt or misjudged or even called a bad name out of turn, the likes of which have started a minor brawl or two in a few saloons.”

Besides the coughing, Chandler knew other things were working down in Taylor. His face grimaced several times, the way one might measure the onslaught of different pains, how deep they went, how long they lasted.

“What are their names?” Chandler said.

Taylor, about to speak, held one hand up in a pause, took a noisy, deep breath, shook, looked at Chandler right in the eyes, and died on the spot. Blood ran from his mouth in one gush, and stopped, as if the whole mechanism of the body quit on the spot after a final shiver and shake that ran down his frame.

Always looking around him for signs of danger, checking out every swirl of dust, Chandler assembled enough rocks and stones and limestone slabs at the foot of the rim to inter LG Taylor from the ravages of animals and vultures. The only mark he left was scratched into the face of the cliff … LGT. A good eye would be able to see the letters.

Taylor’s hat, a good Stetson, became Chandler’s, but he left Taylor’s boots in place, burying them with the man under the pile of rocks. He did not want to step into the other man’s boots, plain and simple. The Good Words were spoken over the site and Chandler, with renewed spirit, set off again.

Late in the day, after drifting across an arid stretch of land, he found a break in the cliff face and started the climb to the top of Barracks Rim. At the top, after an arduous trip even for the Indian pony, he was in an instant surrounded by five riders.

“We heard you coming up, mister, so we just waited.” The speaker not only sounded mean, he looked mean, as he said, “Tell me where you got that saddle, mister. And you better be clean and quick about it.” His hands bore two Smith & Wesson shooters, aimed right at Chandler. “Say it all slow, mister, but say it all.”

“The saddle was given to me by a man named Lorne Taylor. I found him wounded down below the rim. He said he was chased by some renegades though he wasn’t sure if they were Indians or what. I think it might have been the same ones who chased me, got my horse.”

“Where’d you get the pony?”

“He was trapped in the corner of a canyon by a blow-down that cut his escape route. I had to break his way out of there. Those who were chasing me went right past the blow-down and the pony kept quiet. But they might still be after me.”

“So where’s this Taylor fella you’re talking about?”

“I buried him down below the rim. Marked the wall with his initials, like on his saddle. See, LGT there.” He pointed down at the skirt of the saddle.

“Maybe you killed him. How does that sound? How do we know you ain’t lying about it all? Even making up the story about him giving you his saddle. Where’s his horse?”

“Gone to vulture food,” Chandler replied. “I saw it straight off. They dropped in on the horse like they were shot at it. Half the animal gone when I came close on them.”

“Where was the rider?”

“I got the saddle off and put it on the pony and a bit later I saw some flashing from the base of the rim. That’s where I found Taylor, been shot bad. Said he’d write me a bill of sale for the saddle, but had no pencil.”

The reply was still mean. “You could have made it all this up.”

“Told me his pards would come. Told me about them. The singer. The lover. The fisherman. That you boys?”

“You could have heard that from anybody who knows us. None of it is secret. We don’t know if we’ll believe you or not. You got his hat.” He looked down at Chandler’s boots after he checked the Stetson. “Where’s his boots?”

“On him when I buried him. I didn’t need them, but I didn’t have a hat.”

“Anything else?”

“Told me what “G” stands for.”

“Oh, yah, what for?”

“Said his daddy brought it all the way from Australia when he jumped ship on the coast. Stands for Gawaian, some native name.”

“That’s okay with us then. You sound like you treated Lorne square. Let’s see where you buried him. We have to say our words for him. He was a good cowpoke, a good friend to all of us. We’ll miss him. We’ll miss him a lot.”

He shifted in the saddle, looked at his pals and said, “Let’s take care of this and then tomorrow we’ll chase down those coyotes. We’ll need a horse for this fella. What’s your name, mister?”

“Breward Chandler. No middle initial. They call me Brew. I was on my way to a new job in Parkersville.”

“For now, Brew, you got another new job.”

They all started back down the trail, through the break in the rim, with Chandler in the lead. They were just about at the bottom when he threw up his hand after he had spotted movement back along the base of the cliff. It was not more vultures but half a dozen riders just about where he had covered Taylor with rocks.

One by one the new friendship team slipped into a low break in the land, and moved half way to the group of men working at the burial site.

They were disinterring LG Taylor.

Without a signal of any kind, like a single mind was working, the men charged at the men at the site. The battle did not last long. And one man lived long enough to tell them who he and his pards worked for, and why.

Chandler, as it turned out, was no longer just along for the ride … he had become one of them, and sat the saddle that had always had been part of them .

To a man, Chandler knew, they would see justice was done, to one and all.

The End



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